This post is a repost of content on The Mad Scientist’s site. The words are mine, though. That’s me in the sensory deprivation outfit. I’m a complicated girl. For a wonderful explanation of what sensory deprivation is, read this explanation, written by TMS himself.
I spent the night with Mr. Fitzgerald last night and am happy to report to all you sensory dep junkies that I spent a full hour in a spandex sleep sack and hood. A hitachi was strapped to me with a custom vibe harness that my Mad Scientist had made, and I was strapped securely with leather straps around my arms and legs. A ball gag from Sinvention, then a spandex hood with no openings and a posture collar completed my condition. Of course, white noise was piped into my noggin and my rules played at different levels during my time, spoken by TMS himself.
I’m always nervous when we conduct a sensory dep experiment, and last night was no exception. TMS put everything out on the bed and left it there while he ran out to complete an errand. I surveyed his implements of control a few times, passing through the bedroom in the hotel room. (We were out of town, running an errand.) I usually try to bargain for less time, but didn’t this time. I was actually looking forward to some time at Mr. Fitzgerald’s mercy. We’ve been so busy with work and life and planning work and life lately that we haven’t gotten to tinker with, well, me.
When TMS got back from his errand, he called me into the bedroom and had me strip down, then lay on the bed. They he began applying one device after another. Hitachi, straps, body bag, ear plugs, ear muffs, ball gag, hood, collar. All of the wires were hooked up to his laptop and he said that my time was beginning. He ran his hand over my bound body and the sound kicked in. White noise sounds like the ocean. Listening to it at even a low level blocks out a lot of what you can hear. At a medium level, and combined with spoken words, I couldn’t hear anything. I think that TMS has tested this by snapping near my ear, but I’m not sure. I can’t ever see him! =) The earmuffs that go over the ear buds cut out even more sound and put me deeper into my own little world. They keep any compression from hurting my ears, which is especially nice with latex.
I couldn’t really see through the spandex hood. I think it has a built in blindfold. Combined with the white noise and the light compression of the spandex, and the bondage it felt like I was in a cocoon. I felt a little anxious as I tested my bondage, but it was an easy panic to fight because of the white noise lulling me into a state of calm. The posture collar and gag were harder to relax into. It sort of mentally separated my head from my body. I was segmented, and very aware of that.
My rules kicked in almost immediately, along with a question that required a response. TMS played it a few times manually until I got the idea, then he set it on random with the others. I didn’t know this until afterwards, of course. I just knew that the question kept repeating, so I tried to answer it. I’m sure I sounded ridiculous, but perhaps that was the point. My rules played at random intervals. The vibrator kicked on and off randomly. Sometimes for a few moments, sometimes for a while. It was rather frustrating. When the white noise would play and the vibe was off, it was very peaceful and relaxing and blissful. When a rule would play, it would be, basically, my minds’ only focal point. The same with the vibrator. It was a lot of fun, and I really liked the element of unpredictability.
The whole experience resulted in a very dreamy, submissive and slightly sweaty me. I’m really proud that I did the whole hour. We’ve done 1/2 an hour in heavy rubber and shorter stints as well. The compression of the latex sends me into a bit of a panic. The spandex breathes a bit more, so maybe that’s why it’s seems more sustainable, in my head. I do adore latex hoods, though.
Well, that was my adventure. I hope that y’all have some questions. Also, I think that Mr. Fitzgerald got a photo or two of me being “tormented”. I’m sure we can talk him into posting them
xo
Mz. Berlin
