Mz Berlin say, If Not For You, For Me

Photography By Jim Martin (he's in my blogroll!)

My short term memory sucks.
I am so tired.
And I have a long day tomorrow.
And so much to say.
Not sure this is going to work out so well.
Haha.
My shoots last week were really good. I shot with Chad Rock and Wild Bill. Chad Rock and I had good chemistry and I hope to work with him again. I always think the second time is better. I think that I wasn’t sensual enough for Wild Bill I just don’t think I’m wired for sensual. I dunno.  I directed both shoots and did the rigging. Neither subject escaped. I did learn that I’m using rope lengths that are too long, and that it’s been part of my issue.
I feel much more confident now.
Then there was the Mark Davis shoot. I know I’ve already talked about Mark Davis and I’m toeing the line on over kill,  but this -seriously- is the best b/g shoot I’ve ever done. At least I believe it will be. We’ll find out once it’s been edited and published, but it was balls to the wall from start to finish. I had a blast. See!! My second shoots are always the best!
Thursday I dominated Charley Chase and PA’d on set. I’ve been doing more and more of that lately. Learning to rig, watching the lighting set up. Being aware of pacing. Charley Chase was so fucking hot. And she did some tough bondage and face slapping!! Chanta’s bitch slapped me so much that I can’t help but do it to others.
Friday I rented a car.
(My head gasket and all sorts of stuff blew to the tune of 2300.)
Then I had an interview with Belladonna. She is soooo beautiful. The interview was really casual and I chatted about what I liked about sex and bdsm and all that, then I got naked. Unfortunately, Belladonna did not. But I hope she has me back. She has a really amazing energy that would add so much to a scene or a set.
This past Tuesday I worked with Ramone for Reality Kings. He was hot. I am such a sucker for accents. We had to hold back a lot (It was scripted) but still had a lot of fun. The stills seem to be the hardest part of shooting vanilla porn.
Today I spent all day with Mark Spiegler, meeting directors and talent and just saying “hello” to everyone. I got naked quite a bit, and my boobs got grabbed a lot. I always giggle and blush, but secretly I love the attention.
So, that’s that.
Tonight I went to a small play party in the hills and gave a lovely submissive boy the birthday caning of a lifetime. Amazing connection. His ass is annihilated, but it was a 2 hour scene that led up to a 4 cane finale. Beautiful. He loved it. He wants me to stick needles in him next time. I hope his mistress allows it!!
Tomorrow
(today, actually)
I have a fem domme type shoot that should be fun. Along with two solo scenes. I’ve only done one vanilla solo scene for Score. I hope that I do a good job.
Oh. I have health insurance. Very excited about that.
And I found an awesome coat rack (hot pink!!) at Urban Outfitters.
And I updated my clip store. With me, Ashley Renee, and latex.
Yum.
Later, gators-
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