So, Becoming Berlin: An Afternoon with Princess Donna is done. The editing, sound and music are done. The titles are done. Everything except for my 2257 record keeping address is done. What’s a single model to do?
At any rate, it’s beautiful and I can’t wait to show it off. I’m really proud of it, and I’m 1/3rd of the way through my Becoming Berlin series! Woo Hoo!
I’m hoping to shoot the next two in Jan/Feb. We’ll see.
And I’m kind of proud of myself. I directed a full movie, and it looks great and moves smoothly and Princess Donna and January Seraph were awesome.
I’m just excited. It’s an awesome feeling to see all of the details and moments that were in your head brought to life.
In current porno news, My Kinky Clip Store is updating with Mistress Gemini continuing to kick my ass.
And my dirty bondage blog continues to be updated with the latest and greatest.
Also, some of you may know that House of Bias is running a US Model contest. I adore all the ladies that I know who are running, but am rooting for January Seraph. A true latex fetishist with a great attitude, lots of versatility and an amazing ass. Go vote for her. (click on the green text that says 08/09 contest)  It takes a second to register, but that’s because HOB wanted it to be really fair, with no spam voting. I didn’t find out about the contest until it was too late and have been kicking myself in the ass ever since.
K.
Back to work.
Over and out.

I, The Fabulous Mz Berlin, fought the cattle prod and won!! Today my shoot with Princess Donna for Wired Pussy (wiredpussy.com) came out. That was really, really fast. Kink.com shot it the 14th of last month. Here were my reflections following that shoot-

“Amazing day today.
My adoration of Princess Donna won over my fear of electricity and I think I broke through something that’s been a hard limit for a long time. I really enjoyed my work today, feel accomplished and I also felt like I moved through a mental barrier I had. I’m really proud of myself.
And even more in love with Princess Donna.
*sigh*

I’m such a slut, but at least I’m a romantic one. ”

Now that the shoot is out, you can see why I felt a little accomplished and even more in love with Princess Donna.  I’ve shot twice for wiredpussy.com and have loved it both times. The Princess is accomplished at putting her subjects in predicaments and making you love her for it.

And, because she is a people pleaser, she also runs a b/g site (where she is still the ruler of her kingdom) called Public Disgrace (publicdisgrace.com)

For all you faithful readers, this shoot is the first and only I’ve worn my septum ring and finally got over my fear of The Cattle Prod since my sabbatical.

As an unapologetic self promoting aside, my clip store has lots of recent updates featuring myself, Jewell Marceau, Natali Demore and a good old fashioned spanking clip from bondagebyrequest.com.

And onto the free porno-

I (The Fabulous Mz Berlin) am crossposting this from Marky D Sade’s awesome bondage blog, because I like it, and I love Princess Donna and her new site, Public Disgrace (publicdisgrace.com).  You’ll see me at her mercy soon, on Wired Pussy (wiredpussy.com), and I can’t wait!  Ok, here’s Marky’s post (not Markie Post).

This bondage blog gives kudos to Princess Donna’s new Kink.com site, Public Disgrace (publicdisgrace.com).  Charley Chase attends a dinner party, as Princess Donna’s slave, and is pressed into service as a common fuck toy. Notice how the dinner guests fuck her mouth and pussy with dildos, before hogtying her and fucking her until she’s covered in the cum of nameless strangers.  Well, the gent in the blue shirt certainly looks like Kink.com CEO Peter Acworth. Public Disgrace is a genius site, because around the core of humilation and domination, you have layers of complementary fetishes, like the food fetish evident in this scene. There’s also electrical play, and wet and messy… it goes on. The only constant I’ve seen so far is quality creativity and execution. Kudos to Charley Chase for being such a good sport. Remember folks, this is all a game. Public Disgrace has acheved something rare in porn. Novelty. It’s worth the look, my friends. Enjoy.

I am very excited about seeing Princess Donna again.
I am not excited about the prospect of getting electrified.
Ah, the sacrifices we make……..

*worlds tiniest violin goes here*

As Always
TFFMB

PS- While Donna is shocking various parts of my body, you should go shock your eyeballs by checking out her new site, PublicDisgrace.com.

Kink.com just launched a brand new site.  At its’ helm is my not-so-secret crush, Princess Donna.  So far, the first one is my favorite. Featuring the beautiful, if elusive in my life, Sarah Jane Ceylon, it depicts a fantasy that every woman, myself included, has had. She’s at the mercy of the aforementioned cruel and beautiful Princess Donna and her rope bondage, and is “nabbed” by several hooded men. Sarah Jane then services her captors with the Princess as ringleader. A girl getting fucked by a room full of strangers in a safe, sane, and consensual environment?
Hot.
I’ve worked with most of the kink.com sites. They know how to throw down. Go check this one out.
As Always
TFFMB (The Fabulous Mz Berlin)

PS - BUY MY PORN. I made it for you!

My new Kiss Me Deadly arrived today from LaMagia. I’m thrilled. It all fits perfectly. I can’t wait to get more.

Angela stopped by today. I was non-linear and she was patient. Good Times.

Finally got the chance to watch the presidential debate last night. I’m eagerly awaiting the vp debate tonight. I just wish that Anderson Cooper was moderating. Mr. Cooper, if you’re reading, I will let you do unspeakable things to me. TMS is fine with it. You’re on The List.

TMS stayed over last night. We had some nice quiet time, a precious commodity in both our lives. Varla certainly enjoyed it. She’s always flirting with him.

She does not flirt with Angela. Or Jessica. She likes Roxy. She tolerates Meow. She LOVES TMS. She loves Brandon J. Christopher.
She just doesn’t really like women. She’s a bitchy little French thing under all that beautiful fur.

In porno news, I’m this weeks’ update on Captive Male. Rico and I had a showdown like I’ve never had before. He said I was a bitch in the first 3 minutes of the video. It was awesome. Things came out of his mouth that were a dare, and I do love a challenge. Fortunately, so did Rico and his mouth didn’t write checks his ass couldn’t cash. I hope I get a second go round with him. It was “game on” from that moment. He told me he wasn’t sure i could bring it and threatened to shove an electrode in my ass while he was tied up in the most uncomfortable tie I could think of. Pure heaven.

Directing has helped me learn so much, and I love learning more. I learned a lot watching this video that I need to even my tone and find a balance. I’m honored to direct for Twisted Factory. Rico rocked, btw, and was amazing. I love when people “mean it”.

There will be an official announcement later on my awesome bondage blog, but awesome bondage blog, but Princess Donna’s new site, Public Disgrace, has launched. I adore Princess Donna and am very proud of her awesome idea brought to life. My only regret is not being able to participate before it was shot overseas. I love being at the Princess’ Mercy and will try to talk her into disgracing me even more in the future. God, I’m shameless.

Moving right along, tomorrow I am off to my first Drs appointment with my new insurance. I’m being checked out head to toe and am thrilled about it. All you medical fetishists can visit my clip store to imagine me in a medical setting and see me poking and prodding Ashley Renee in full heavy rubber. I’ll be uploading some heavy rubber medical clips later this month of Julie Simone and I in the Julie Simone production- Breaking Berlin. I am poked and prodded by Julie fully encased in rubber. I love being a switch.

The stencils and paint are on their way. I still haven’t found the perfect oilcloth yet. I am patient.

I’m off to finish laundry and shtuff.

KTHXBAI.

I, the Fabulous Mz Berlin, will be working with the amazing Princess Donna, on a shoot for Wired Pussy, very soon. I have a great deal of respect for Princess Donna, and I recently wrote about one aspect of that respect, her success as a switch. This is an excerpt from a post in the Kink.com Forums. I am very active there, and if you write me, I will respond.

I find that the role of a switch (whether I’m switching in scene, a top, or a bottom or whatever) is the most challenging and fun for me. I find being the fluidity challenging and the control or lack of it a release.
People (myself included!!) like archetypes. They like to see people in one certain way. I think that may be the reason that “switches” aren’t so readily accepted. I’m finding, though, the more I get into bdsm the more I respect people that can hit just as hard from both sides. Watching Princess Donna’s Training, for example, has made me really want to submit to her that much more. It makes me want to be tougher for her, knowing that she knows exactly what she’s dishing out.
Perhaps I’m a little off topic here.
I just wanted to say that I agreed with you.
And you have my permission to beat me or request a beating anytime.
;)
xo
Mz B.

You can read this whole thread in the Kink Forums. You should post there. You should also BUY MY PORN! I made it for you.

I, the Fabulous Mz Berlin, want to share this scene from Wired Pussy (wiredpussy.com) with Princess Donna and I. Talk about forced orgasms! I came so much in this shoot, it was exhausting (yes, life is hard for a fetish model). The rigging took forever, but it was brilliant, and the electrodes for the e-stim took a long time to get placed correctly. But… when they’re in the right place, and the TENS unit is turned on…. you really are forced to cum. I love the helplessness of having the control of my own orgasms wrenched away. For the record, in that picture (above) I have electrodes (internal and external) a dildo fucking my pussy, a Hitachi Magic Wand on my clit, hemp rope suspending me, and binding my boobs, and a ball gag, so I have to keep all that sensation internal. Yeah. Let’s just say I came. Wired Pussy is one of the neatest bondage sites around, and they’ve been around forever. If you like watching hot girls tied up by hot femdoms like Princess Donna, and turned into cumming, begging, whimpering shells of themself, then I think Wired Pussy is for you. I love it! You should buy my porn. I made it for you!

(photo of Mz. Berlin by Scott Church)

My goodness. It’s been a crazy week. San Fran, bondage, celebrations and my first ever movie! I’m still reeling from it all. I’ve gotten so many awesome phone calls today. Lots of messages. I slept most of the afternoon and missed several calls.
Today was The Farmers’ Market, then a nap. Last night TMS, Princess Donna and I went to The Formosa for dinner. We ordered everything. I love that place. Donna and I are going to have a book trade the next time I’m in SF. I can’t wait to see what she’s reading.
TMS did a lovely job shooting my film, and it was nice to have him and Angela on set. They’re both people I’m totally comfortable with. Angela was our on-set perv and sat in the corner. She wasn’t allowed to look at me. Not because I’m a diva, but because she induces uncontrollable fits of laughter. Donna was really tough on me and I have to say that the bathroom scene is my favorite.
This week TMS and I are going to Six Flags. I love rollercoasters and plan on eating a lot of ice cream.
Wednesday I’m off to FL to visit my dad and shoot a super heroine video. We’re going to Busch Gardens, which will be lotsa fun.
K. I’m off for now.
Gonna watch some more of Africa and hit the hay.
As Always
B.

Princess Donna was awesome! Our shoot went really well and I’m happy with the outcome. Thankfully, we were not arrested. I did get Angela and Donna to agree to do a free reshoot if we were arrested, but I’m happy it didn’t come to that. Here are some funny pix from the shoot.
Here is Angela applying makeup to my boob and looking like a crazy person.

Here is Angela eating a pear in the corner.

Here is Donna and Angela planning something horrible, I’m sure.

Here is the Princess and I in the tub. Mayhem ensued right after this photo was taken.

The video will be edited in a few weeks, and I’ll post stills I pull from it soon. Yay!!
As Always
B.

Saw Indiana Jones and the fucking aliens tonight. Bad decision. Horrible movie. It hurt my face. The script was painful.
Tomorrow is my shoot with Princess Donna. My first movie. I hope y’all (and the community at large) like it. At any rate, it should be tons of fun. I got to talk to Donna about it a bit at The Armory this week. She was very enthusiastic and I was a lot flirty. I encouraged her to be as wicked as she wanted and I hope she makes me regret it. =)
I had some talent drop out at the last minute, which I’m bummed about. Luckily (and she’s done this before, ’cause she’s awesome and one of my go-to gals) January Seraph stepped in and will be joining the cast. I’ve gotten solid confirmations from everyone else and am really excited.
This week went by far too fast. Tuesday I shot for Hogtied. It was fun. I was a weenie. Matt made me tell everyone that I was a weenie. He made me squirm and squeal and whine. Of course, I was punished for it. It was lovely and I have the marks to prove it. It also exhausted all of my reserves. Wednesday was a shoot for Chanta. I worked with Beverly Hills, who -despite her name- was an awesome model and lots of fun. I certainly feel that I didn’t give her a run for her money. I won’t be booking a bondage shoot then a domme shoot again if I can help it. Thursday I guested on TTOO. I worked with people I hadn’t worked with before, which I found challenging and fun. Everyone was in a very good mood on set and we laughed quite a bit. I got to wear a patent burgundy corset, which was fun.
The past year has brought a lot of change in my life. I’ve been on the mainland, for one thing. Since my sabbatical, I’ve gotten serious about my career, have gotten my website up, worked on my clip store, amassed content for both and worked on my wardrobe. In my personal life I’ve had the opportunity to learn so much about myself and what does and doesn’t work for me. I’m a much better boundary setter and communicator. I think, anyway.
Blah Blah Blah.
But enough about me.
What do YOU think about me?
Haha.
TFFMB